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Saturday, October 6, 2012

Just One of Those Days

I have had absolutely no motivation today.  I already spent an hour sitting here trying to type a blog post this morning, and that didn't work out very well, not too sure this time is gonna be any better but since I really haven't done crap today, I guess I better try.

I started quilting on the next quilt in the stack, and then my husband put on a movie and I had to stop.  The machine gets pretty loud, and the bulk ends up blocking the view of the television for the boys, so it just wasn't worth the effort.  At least it is all set up and ready for tomorrow.  

I was gonna work on my art quilt, but I just don't feel it right now and I would rather not screw it up since I am almost halfway done.  I have a bunch of new ideas in my head that I would like to work on, but I really need to just slow down and take this one step at a time or I am never going to accomplish anything.  I am very good at that.  I have always gone from one project to the next without much concern for finishing anything.  I have done better with my quilting because I have put time frames on most of the things I start, but without those time frames I would never finish anything.  I like to start things, apparently I don't have as much interest in finishing them, so I am trying to make that a priority now.

I have been trying to work up a bitchy blog post for your entertainment, but I am just not feeling that either.  It has just been a kind of Blah type of day for me.  Not really down, just not really up either, just kind of Blah.  I probably should have put more effort into fighting it, but I didn't.  I just let the day slide on past, tinkering with this and that as the hours ticked away.  I did do a few things, as I always do, but I also spent a lot of time not doing anything at all.  I even took a two hour nap!  I don't do that much anymore, but I guess I needed it.  

Tomorrow will be better.  I will get my shit together before noon and I will get some things accomplished.  Hopefully.  Never can be too sure with me.  The mind is willing, but the body is weak, and the mind has its own issues to deal with, so every day can be either a challenge or an adventure.  I have learned to just be grateful to have another day, and to make the most out of it that I am able, even if all I am able to do is enjoy the view.

1 comment:

  1. Hope today is better for you. This transition between Summer & Autumn always makes me sleepy-tired for a week or so.